I thought it was always my fault. I really don't know how to save it. It's so like Ying-Ying St Clair. She lost her identity and she dont't know how to get it back. I'm like her just that I lost a friendship and I don't know how to get it back. Maybe it was because of me that it was more difficult to get back. I'm sorry,I really am.

Maybe you can call me a good-for-nothing idiot. Maybe you will curse me with all the vulgarities your vocabulary held,and maybe you will stab a voodoo doll to shorten my life. Because I felt bad for enjoying things around me and I hope our relationship turns for the better. Although I'm very contented with my friends and the closeness we all shared,making new friends in my new class was really happy and fun. But we used to have a good friendship and I ruined it. Because I was too absorbed into playing and fooling around with the Bimbos and really,I neglected you. I missed the times we had the previous year and all the songs you will sing,I liked that. I know that I will always treasure those memories and really, I feel emo now so punch me.